Yeah, it sometimes seems like pretty cool stuff, I agree!!! But you have LOTS of cool stuff as well, WM!!!!!!!!!!!!
This Colt Rail Gun purchase came out of my pocket. Over $1200.
The other 1911 duty pistol I rocked is also my own personally owned gun that is about $1400 after enhancements, and the G34 9mm was purchased by my self with my own money as well.
So is my M4gery with an Aimpoint Comp M4s, and my M1A with Aimpoint Micro T-1, my 590 8+1 and lots of lights and lots of gadgets and .....
If I rolled with just what I was given/issued it would be a G22, and a Mossberg 500 bead sight 4+1 pump.
I probably leave the house every day with $15,000 in stuff that I didn't get issued but I wanted it and Chief said "hell yeah" so I bought it myself.